All this time spent not getting a job has gotten me down about not doing anything music related recently. Granted, a lot of that has to do with the fact that my old roommate broke my sampler and took 2 weeks to fix it, but even so, I haven't even taken my guitar out of its case since the gig. I can't really NOT feel bad about worrying about the job, though - I mean, getting this job is basically essential to my survival right now - but my lack of music-related motivation is very depressing. I'm getting this job so that I can better support myself while I do music, right? I mean, that's what it's about, right? I tend to lose track of why I do the things I do, sometimes.