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We were supposed to go up to Holyoke this weekend for a wedding; we ended up going up to my mom's house for a day, because my grandmother died early Friday morning.

I'm not really in a position at the moment to really talk about it right now, what with being at work and all. What I can say for now is that I had a very complicated relationship with my grandmother, as did my mother, and really everyone who ever knew her - and she led a complicated life. Her last hours/days/months/years were very difficult and unpleasant, and regardless of what you think happens after you die, there's no question that she's in a much better position now than she was.

But I'll also say that it hit me a lot harder than I thought it would.
Sorry to hear about your Grandmother, Jer. My condolences to you and your family.
Sorry to hear about your Grandmother. My Grandmother is expected to die within the next few days herself. She went into a coma last night and it is pretty much the end for her so I understand your feelings.